I've wasted to many years not knowing how precious life is and whats its about... For me once it clicked suddenly I see everything differently I wish this happened along time ago. I realize now I've hurt people, took many things for grantit, lied,cheated and blamed the wrong people and things . Ignored the very people I should have cherished all I can say is sorry and even though I don't deserve it I'm hoping for another chance at love because I think I would be real this time not ending in disapointment .